Adolescence
10 07 2007
Adolescence as I mentioned in my earlier post got much worse. Hang on your in for a rough ride there were many bumps in the road.
Age 12
Positive- told someone I was being molested
Negative- Grandfather bullied me into lying that it didn’t happen,wanted to run away that summer but I couldn’t because of my eye
Age 13
Negative- Made several attempts to run away all of them failed, hated Junior High
Age 14
Negative- gave up trying to run away,hated junior high, hated high school,lost four kids in our high school that year one a few months before graduation and three on graduation weekend, had to go to a double casket ceremony the morning of the class of “87’s graduation and one the following day.
Positive-liked band,got a B+ for a report on The History of Rock and Roll I did for history class, graduated from junior high
Between the ages of 13 and 14 I also attempted suicide two or three times. They all failed.
Age 15
Positive- got to go to a party and got drunk,finally placed in a foster home
Negative- the next day it was time to take drastic measures to leave home
Age 16
Positive- Moved to Topeka,also spent the last semester of 10th grade in a new school
Negative- Found out about my dad’s cause of death as actually being suicide, got stood up for my sweet sixteen date
Age 17
Negative- got raped,went to a foster home and stayed almost until graduation
Between 16 and 17 I left my mom’s house and spent time off and on the streets while going to high school because I got tired of being let down by people I thought I could trust
Age 18
Positive- Moved to CA,had my first son,moved back to Topeka
Negative- got pregnant,gave up first son due to the fact I wasn’t ready to mentally handle raising a kid
This exercise took a lot out of me having to go back into my past. I remembered more about being molested as well.
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